There are times in our lives that words fail the overwhelming emotions that experiences pave our way. So, I found my untainted voice in ink, and rediscovered the actual essence of living, by dying to self. This book unashamedly celebrate my years of purity and naivete, boldly revisits my dashed hopes, emotionally expresses my gained wisdom and enter the paradise of real compromise. Here in is the acceptance of the love and relationship that may work in this life that we live. See, most women deserve the kind of marriage that I settled for; like walking on an endless hot bed of coals, because the relief when it stops acts as a catalyst to create greatness within. That relief my people, is like walking on a wetland after a storm, and becomes quite exhilarating. Hear your innermost thoughts in this book. May you become strong, resilient, and refocused. You can live free, feel life, and reach out. Now, begin your healing...